I just have to comment on how blessed I am!!! I have such a wonderful husband, son, family and friends. It blows me away sometimes how lucky I am to have so many wonderful people in my life. I miss so many of my friends since I have moved but they are still in my heart and thoughts(and on my phone bill when every we can catch each other). And I am making some wonderful friends here. I have some fantastic family who keep giving me more family members to love(nieces and nephews) I have God who has helped me. He has given me lessons and hardships to help me grow. And he blessed me with so much in return. So now that I am finished with my little love fest. Updates on things. Well this week I got to spends some time with some of my friends. Some of them got to hear my "Drop it and go to your room story"(which if you want to hear you have to call or email me. ) We went out to the boat to get the snow off of the tarp. Walking in snow past your knees is quite a work out. But strangley cold and wet we had a great time...on the way there we walked out on echo lake. I have never done that before!!!!!Lakes dont freeze over in my hometown. Steve being Steve kept saying he was walking on water....lol. It was a little slushy by the shore with the warm spell we have had. Talk about anxious!!! I have made a really hard decision. We are going to get medication for Cam. We have tried really hard to handle things with out it. But I know that he does have an imbalance, and worry that no matter how hard we are trying it is not enough. Maybe this will help maybe it wont. But I dont want him to keep feeling the way he is. I worry about what will happen in the future if we continue to wait for it to pass because I know its not a stage. Does it make me a bad mom? I worry but I have prayed about it alot and I feel this is the best move for him. Steve is loving his job. It is hard sometimes with his shift being swing/graves and mine being days. But we find time to talk or text any time we can. And I love that we always will have the weekends together. Makes our time together that much better. I love love love my job. Not only my job but the company and all of my coworkers. Some really great people there. And it always surprises me how much NFS does for its employees. It really is a great place to work. But I have always been lucky in having great jobs. And I know how blessed we have been to have jobs that are steady during these hard times. Everyday you hear about lay offs. It is so sad and scary. I hope all of you are blessed with a way to get thru the leans times and be able to enjoy the fat ones.
As always love to you all
